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Monday, June 14, 2010
AFTERMATH...
Okay..(inhale-exhale)..So was I just caught by the moment or was it something I knew was coming?
Naniniwala ba kayo na there is a right time for everything? That kapag oras na, whether we're ready or not, we like it or not - it will happen. Personally, oo I believe this. May tamang oras sa bawat bagay. Pero tayo ang may hawak ng oras na yan. Hindi ito galing sa iba, or hindi maididikta ng kung sino man. Only God knows before us, and when He knows we're ready, everyhting just falls into place. Lahat ng ikilos at desisiyon natin, papunta sa plan niya.
So, eto na ba ang tamang oras? Are you saying that I am ready? LOL Hindi pa ata. But I get the message, you want me to DECIDE. Pero sa totoo lang, "that" will not influence my decision. I knew it will happen. I guess I was looking for a validation. It gave me butterflies and smiles but I am still not taking the next step. Okay okay. Don't get me wrong. I am not playing around. I am not wasting time. I am actually LIVING and ENJOYING my time. I will stick to what I always say, I have other priorities andit requires a lot of my time. I woUld know when I am ready and have extra time. For now, i am thankful to everyone who are willing to join me LIVING and ENJOYING.
LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.
Naniniwala ba kayo na there is a right time for everything? That kapag oras na, whether we're ready or not, we like it or not - it will happen. Personally, oo I believe this. May tamang oras sa bawat bagay. Pero tayo ang may hawak ng oras na yan. Hindi ito galing sa iba, or hindi maididikta ng kung sino man. Only God knows before us, and when He knows we're ready, everyhting just falls into place. Lahat ng ikilos at desisiyon natin, papunta sa plan niya.
So, eto na ba ang tamang oras? Are you saying that I am ready? LOL Hindi pa ata. But I get the message, you want me to DECIDE. Pero sa totoo lang, "that" will not influence my decision. I knew it will happen. I guess I was looking for a validation. It gave me butterflies and smiles but I am still not taking the next step. Okay okay. Don't get me wrong. I am not playing around. I am not wasting time. I am actually LIVING and ENJOYING my time. I will stick to what I always say, I have other priorities andit requires a lot of my time. I woUld know when I am ready and have extra time. For now, i am thankful to everyone who are willing to join me LIVING and ENJOYING.
LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
New DO! :)
Aside from getting a new do, I'm thinking of having my hair colored. WELL, thinking lang naman. Let me just share, I've tried these Salons and they're really good especially with short cuts: H Salon and Basement Salon. Right now, Piandre South maintains my hair. Kuya Erwin. May kamahalang nagaganap pero alam miya na kasi bagsay sakin.
I want to try South Salon, ok ba dun? My take kasi with Salons, you can return and demand them to fix it and they experiment if necessary. With old school salons, they're bxed, tipong panahon pa ng mom ko or eldest sister namin. Whether it's a Salon or regular Parlor it all boils down to having a good hairstylist and maintaining a good relationship with them.
O cia, send me your suggestions folks :)
I want to try South Salon, ok ba dun? My take kasi with Salons, you can return and demand them to fix it and they experiment if necessary. With old school salons, they're bxed, tipong panahon pa ng mom ko or eldest sister namin. Whether it's a Salon or regular Parlor it all boils down to having a good hairstylist and maintaining a good relationship with them.
O cia, send me your suggestions folks :)
Awkward.Civil.Deadma!
What's your take on sharing what happened in the past? Is there a right time and place for this? Who do you share it with? Or is it best to just leave it behind?
Honestly, 4 individuals know about this and I am soooo sure that either they have forgotten or would not mind If I talk about it. So why am I blogging this?! Well, I just feel that after how many years, there is still that "awkward" "keep your distance" (moments)between us. After everything that happened, we were never like how we started. I get inis when I see this person, I'm reminded on how coward and how "safe" this person is! Geez, tell me about it!
So am I not over? or dahil may pagkakataong nakkita ko lang cia?!! I AM OVER. I just regret that I never got the chance to share my thoughts and let this person absorb how important it is to talk things over. Hilig niya mag ganito, di naman natutuloy.
O cia, LA-BOS Game 5 is about to start.
Honestly, 4 individuals know about this and I am soooo sure that either they have forgotten or would not mind If I talk about it. So why am I blogging this?! Well, I just feel that after how many years, there is still that "awkward" "keep your distance" (moments)between us. After everything that happened, we were never like how we started. I get inis when I see this person, I'm reminded on how coward and how "safe" this person is! Geez, tell me about it!
So am I not over? or dahil may pagkakataong nakkita ko lang cia?!! I AM OVER. I just regret that I never got the chance to share my thoughts and let this person absorb how important it is to talk things over. Hilig niya mag ganito, di naman natutuloy.
O cia, LA-BOS Game 5 is about to start.
Catching Up..
Wow! What's up?! 13 days later finally got the chance update my blog. I was caught up with work and my dad's check up and what not. For the past two weeks, my sleep is the worse ever! I start work at 2am which normally isat 12mn. Hirap, di na kasi talaga kaya ng katawan ko.
But no regrets. Time spent with family is all worth it. June really started with a high note. As I near my special day, my prayer is for all things to fall into its right place. Stronger faith, grace and more love.
I'm out!
But no regrets. Time spent with family is all worth it. June really started with a high note. As I near my special day, my prayer is for all things to fall into its right place. Stronger faith, grace and more love.
I'm out!
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
From my iTouch :)
First entry written from my iTouch :) This will be vey short.
I feel empowered. This was the highlight of my day.
How was your day? :)
I feel empowered. This was the highlight of my day.
How was your day? :)
Monday, May 31, 2010
The end is just the beginning...
So not everything didn't go as planned yesterday. Dad's MRI was moved to 8am today. Good thing I filed for leave since we have to leave the house at 530 am to avoid SLX and Edsa traffic. Anyway, everything was set and we can't afford to delay his MRI to another day.
Along with his MRI (original agenda) was also a plan to catch a movie last night. My last movie was Alice in Wonderland (na tinulugan ko 20 mins to ending =P). Honestly, I was tempted to cancel the plan but since marami na daw kong times na nag back out (sabi niya), I decided not to. ;)
We catched the 830 screening. I bought Plato Wraps, BK and the very famous Wendy's Iced tea.Winner tong Wendy's Iced Tea especially if you'll watch a 2 hour long movie like LOTR, HP pangmhabaan na walang tayuan na film. =P Patok din to sa mga short on budget na ala nang pamabara.But I just ordered large kasi di ko tlga kayang ubusin ang biggie. I don't go for biggie just large (parang walang sense iadd to=). Angal? This is my blog right? :D
I enjoyed the movie (although the plot was predictable). I don't have anything much to say about the movie kaya let's fast forward to us hanging out at Bona Cafe. Eh ano bang magagwa sa isang coffee shop? :) Eh di iextend ang time hanging out with the person ng walang masyadong judgements na magaganap. Taray..Judgement?..Nah, hindi na uso samin ang ilangan. We're comfortable with each other that we normally do this after dinner or movie. Steady lang, sobrang init lang kaya we decided to head back home + may lakad pa nga ako tomorrow morning.
The ride going back home was a revelation...hahahaha. May song pala ha..I don't know if it's true or nag googood time tong kolokoy na to. But that was cute - to dedicate or associate a song to somebody. The last time na nagawa ko to was back in HS. It was Shania Twain's "You're still the one" and Lean Rimes' "How Do I Live" Ayos di ba? =P What was the song? Baka mabasa niya to at magalit sakin (I don't think so naman =P)...It was "Waiting for a star to fall... Bahala ka na maginterpret kung bakit. I'll listen to it in a bit pa lang;)
Why The end is just the beginning? Aside from the obvious that May just ended and June is starting, my instinct tells me that good things are about to happen. I'm very positive that dad's recovery will get better and my relationships (of all kinds) will further improve. That's what I celebrate about life! Maraming pagkakataong binibigay pero nasa sa iyo na kung ano ang papatulan mo.
Along with his MRI (original agenda) was also a plan to catch a movie last night. My last movie was Alice in Wonderland (na tinulugan ko 20 mins to ending =P). Honestly, I was tempted to cancel the plan but since marami na daw kong times na nag back out (sabi niya), I decided not to. ;)
We catched the 830 screening. I bought Plato Wraps, BK and the very famous Wendy's Iced tea.Winner tong Wendy's Iced Tea especially if you'll watch a 2 hour long movie like LOTR, HP pangmhabaan na walang tayuan na film. =P Patok din to sa mga short on budget na ala nang pamabara.But I just ordered large kasi di ko tlga kayang ubusin ang biggie. I don't go for biggie just large (parang walang sense iadd to=). Angal? This is my blog right? :D
I enjoyed the movie (although the plot was predictable). I don't have anything much to say about the movie kaya let's fast forward to us hanging out at Bona Cafe. Eh ano bang magagwa sa isang coffee shop? :) Eh di iextend ang time hanging out with the person ng walang masyadong judgements na magaganap. Taray..Judgement?..Nah, hindi na uso samin ang ilangan. We're comfortable with each other that we normally do this after dinner or movie. Steady lang, sobrang init lang kaya we decided to head back home + may lakad pa nga ako tomorrow morning.
The ride going back home was a revelation...hahahaha. May song pala ha..I don't know if it's true or nag googood time tong kolokoy na to. But that was cute - to dedicate or associate a song to somebody. The last time na nagawa ko to was back in HS. It was Shania Twain's "You're still the one" and Lean Rimes' "How Do I Live" Ayos di ba? =P What was the song? Baka mabasa niya to at magalit sakin (I don't think so naman =P)...It was "Waiting for a star to fall... Bahala ka na maginterpret kung bakit. I'll listen to it in a bit pa lang;)
Why The end is just the beginning? Aside from the obvious that May just ended and June is starting, my instinct tells me that good things are about to happen. I'm very positive that dad's recovery will get better and my relationships (of all kinds) will further improve. That's what I celebrate about life! Maraming pagkakataong binibigay pero nasa sa iyo na kung ano ang papatulan mo.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Rolerkoster
April & May was a rollercoaster ride for me. Eto yung mga panahong uuwi kang napakataas ng energy pero sa di maiwasang pagkakataon, may mga bagay na kailangan mong isipin. But above it all - I choose to be happy.
Sa araw araw, anjan ang mga taong palagi mong kasama - may masasaya at mabibigat. You can't blame them, they have their own reasons. Hindi rin naman madali na ipaintindi mo sa kanila na ganito lang yan, lilipas din yan or walang dahilan para magmukmok ka jan at magalit sa mundo. It's true, if you smile, the world will smile back at you.
Eto ang secret ko. Ishare ko na sa inyo. Acceptance.Faith.Love. Tanggapin niyo lang lahat, embrace all things that you have in your life - failure, success, emptiness lahat lahat. Dahil maswerte ka na meron ka nyan, ibig sabihin mahalaga ka at may silbi ka pa. Learn how to surrender everything to the Lord. No one else will set you free from all these but Him. No beer, coffee, intimacy, kilig or money can ever provide that genuine content and joy when we surrender to Him.
LOVE.LOVE.LOVE. After Acceptance and Surrender, LOVE binds everything together. eto ang Elmer's Glue or Epoxy na nagbabalik sa mga nasira or nabasag na pagtitiwala at nawalang panahon. Minsan, di ganon kadikit agad or may pagakataong nagpupumilit na masira nlng ulit, pero dahil handa itong anjan lang sa tabi, maaaring maayos ulit hindi man sa agad na panahon pero sa darating an panahon.
In my thumbnail, I also inserted the different cuts I've had. Totoo kasi na ang babae kapag nagpagupit it's three things: Heartbroken, Bored and Moving on. Sakin it's typically 2nd and 3rd point. Yung 1st point, naging reason ko na din pero di kadalasan :)
As I end this entry, I can confidently say that I am genuinely happy but not joyful. (I will get there) Thank you to everyone who I chose be surrounded with "kapag may kalungkutan". Sus, normal lang yan. Baduy at kabahan ka na kung ang buhay mo ay puro saya.
P20 worth of Pica Pica
TAMADITIS Lazy; not in the mood. This was how my nephew described his brother :) Edward didn't help him fix the curtain, that's why. :D
Tamaditis it is! Why not?! With this *****g heat, I'd rather stay home and rest. Kaya naman may naiinis na sakin sa kakabago ng isip ko pag aalis. Pero magiinvite pa din :) I'm suppose to have a shat session with some office folks, but due to tamditis, I just went to Marla's place. Missed her long legs and toned arms kasi.
Our usual tambay - showbiz, lait, comedy, work...Para lang kaming may sariling POV. Anyway, had two bottles of San Mig Light plus P20 worth of 'sari sari store' chips. We had: Lechon Manok, KISS, Lumpia (Cheese flavored). Sarap! Panalo sa MSG!
As always, it was indeed a fun 2 hour hang out. :) In a few hours, last day of May then it's my birthday na. Monday na naman bukas. MRI na ni dad then movie.
La masyadong spice ang weekend ko. Pero basta may massage and anjan pa cia, okay na ko!
GOOD NIGHT!
Tamaditis it is! Why not?! With this *****g heat, I'd rather stay home and rest. Kaya naman may naiinis na sakin sa kakabago ng isip ko pag aalis. Pero magiinvite pa din :) I'm suppose to have a shat session with some office folks, but due to tamditis, I just went to Marla's place. Missed her long legs and toned arms kasi.
Our usual tambay - showbiz, lait, comedy, work...Para lang kaming may sariling POV. Anyway, had two bottles of San Mig Light plus P20 worth of 'sari sari store' chips. We had: Lechon Manok, KISS, Lumpia (Cheese flavored). Sarap! Panalo sa MSG!
As always, it was indeed a fun 2 hour hang out. :) In a few hours, last day of May then it's my birthday na. Monday na naman bukas. MRI na ni dad then movie.
La masyadong spice ang weekend ko. Pero basta may massage and anjan pa cia, okay na ko!
GOOD NIGHT!
:)
If a genie will show up and grant me a wish - (aside from my dad's speedy recovery), I'll wish that I can be in different places. Being away from the people I love is not easy but bearable. The therapy and lessons I get when travelling is simply amazing.
Given that pleasure, rest and whatever comfort travelling gives me, it's the people I meet that really excites me and the life stories and lessons I bring with me when I go back home. The hassle, waiting time kung ano ano pang pwedeng mangyari, masarap talagang umalis panandalian at mapag isa.Dahil alam ko sa aking pagbabalik, my family and the people I love will always accept me - luma o bagong ako.
SIMULA...
Thanks to Aiza for inspiring me in doing this. This will be a very good outlet for me especially in times when my emotions are overlflowing and everyone is just soooo busy minding their own life and I am here stuck with a lot of things.
I am excited,thrilled and clueless (in a good way) on how this blog will work for me. I know it will. I am excited to share my lifestory - simple.masaya.totoo.
Come walk with me.
Eto ako,
CC
I am excited,thrilled and clueless (in a good way) on how this blog will work for me. I know it will. I am excited to share my lifestory - simple.masaya.totoo.
Come walk with me.
Eto ako,
CC
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