Monday, May 31, 2010
The end is just the beginning...
So not everything didn't go as planned yesterday. Dad's MRI was moved to 8am today. Good thing I filed for leave since we have to leave the house at 530 am to avoid SLX and Edsa traffic. Anyway, everything was set and we can't afford to delay his MRI to another day.
Along with his MRI (original agenda) was also a plan to catch a movie last night. My last movie was Alice in Wonderland (na tinulugan ko 20 mins to ending =P). Honestly, I was tempted to cancel the plan but since marami na daw kong times na nag back out (sabi niya), I decided not to. ;)
We catched the 830 screening. I bought Plato Wraps, BK and the very famous Wendy's Iced tea.Winner tong Wendy's Iced Tea especially if you'll watch a 2 hour long movie like LOTR, HP pangmhabaan na walang tayuan na film. =P Patok din to sa mga short on budget na ala nang pamabara.But I just ordered large kasi di ko tlga kayang ubusin ang biggie. I don't go for biggie just large (parang walang sense iadd to=). Angal? This is my blog right? :D
I enjoyed the movie (although the plot was predictable). I don't have anything much to say about the movie kaya let's fast forward to us hanging out at Bona Cafe. Eh ano bang magagwa sa isang coffee shop? :) Eh di iextend ang time hanging out with the person ng walang masyadong judgements na magaganap. Taray..Judgement?..Nah, hindi na uso samin ang ilangan. We're comfortable with each other that we normally do this after dinner or movie. Steady lang, sobrang init lang kaya we decided to head back home + may lakad pa nga ako tomorrow morning.
The ride going back home was a revelation...hahahaha. May song pala ha..I don't know if it's true or nag googood time tong kolokoy na to. But that was cute - to dedicate or associate a song to somebody. The last time na nagawa ko to was back in HS. It was Shania Twain's "You're still the one" and Lean Rimes' "How Do I Live" Ayos di ba? =P What was the song? Baka mabasa niya to at magalit sakin (I don't think so naman =P)...It was "Waiting for a star to fall... Bahala ka na maginterpret kung bakit. I'll listen to it in a bit pa lang;)
Why The end is just the beginning? Aside from the obvious that May just ended and June is starting, my instinct tells me that good things are about to happen. I'm very positive that dad's recovery will get better and my relationships (of all kinds) will further improve. That's what I celebrate about life! Maraming pagkakataong binibigay pero nasa sa iyo na kung ano ang papatulan mo.
Along with his MRI (original agenda) was also a plan to catch a movie last night. My last movie was Alice in Wonderland (na tinulugan ko 20 mins to ending =P). Honestly, I was tempted to cancel the plan but since marami na daw kong times na nag back out (sabi niya), I decided not to. ;)
We catched the 830 screening. I bought Plato Wraps, BK and the very famous Wendy's Iced tea.Winner tong Wendy's Iced Tea especially if you'll watch a 2 hour long movie like LOTR, HP pangmhabaan na walang tayuan na film. =P Patok din to sa mga short on budget na ala nang pamabara.But I just ordered large kasi di ko tlga kayang ubusin ang biggie. I don't go for biggie just large (parang walang sense iadd to=). Angal? This is my blog right? :D
I enjoyed the movie (although the plot was predictable). I don't have anything much to say about the movie kaya let's fast forward to us hanging out at Bona Cafe. Eh ano bang magagwa sa isang coffee shop? :) Eh di iextend ang time hanging out with the person ng walang masyadong judgements na magaganap. Taray..Judgement?..Nah, hindi na uso samin ang ilangan. We're comfortable with each other that we normally do this after dinner or movie. Steady lang, sobrang init lang kaya we decided to head back home + may lakad pa nga ako tomorrow morning.
The ride going back home was a revelation...hahahaha. May song pala ha..I don't know if it's true or nag googood time tong kolokoy na to. But that was cute - to dedicate or associate a song to somebody. The last time na nagawa ko to was back in HS. It was Shania Twain's "You're still the one" and Lean Rimes' "How Do I Live" Ayos di ba? =P What was the song? Baka mabasa niya to at magalit sakin (I don't think so naman =P)...It was "Waiting for a star to fall... Bahala ka na maginterpret kung bakit. I'll listen to it in a bit pa lang;)
Why The end is just the beginning? Aside from the obvious that May just ended and June is starting, my instinct tells me that good things are about to happen. I'm very positive that dad's recovery will get better and my relationships (of all kinds) will further improve. That's what I celebrate about life! Maraming pagkakataong binibigay pero nasa sa iyo na kung ano ang papatulan mo.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Rolerkoster
April & May was a rollercoaster ride for me. Eto yung mga panahong uuwi kang napakataas ng energy pero sa di maiwasang pagkakataon, may mga bagay na kailangan mong isipin. But above it all - I choose to be happy.
Sa araw araw, anjan ang mga taong palagi mong kasama - may masasaya at mabibigat. You can't blame them, they have their own reasons. Hindi rin naman madali na ipaintindi mo sa kanila na ganito lang yan, lilipas din yan or walang dahilan para magmukmok ka jan at magalit sa mundo. It's true, if you smile, the world will smile back at you.
Eto ang secret ko. Ishare ko na sa inyo. Acceptance.Faith.Love. Tanggapin niyo lang lahat, embrace all things that you have in your life - failure, success, emptiness lahat lahat. Dahil maswerte ka na meron ka nyan, ibig sabihin mahalaga ka at may silbi ka pa. Learn how to surrender everything to the Lord. No one else will set you free from all these but Him. No beer, coffee, intimacy, kilig or money can ever provide that genuine content and joy when we surrender to Him.
LOVE.LOVE.LOVE. After Acceptance and Surrender, LOVE binds everything together. eto ang Elmer's Glue or Epoxy na nagbabalik sa mga nasira or nabasag na pagtitiwala at nawalang panahon. Minsan, di ganon kadikit agad or may pagakataong nagpupumilit na masira nlng ulit, pero dahil handa itong anjan lang sa tabi, maaaring maayos ulit hindi man sa agad na panahon pero sa darating an panahon.
In my thumbnail, I also inserted the different cuts I've had. Totoo kasi na ang babae kapag nagpagupit it's three things: Heartbroken, Bored and Moving on. Sakin it's typically 2nd and 3rd point. Yung 1st point, naging reason ko na din pero di kadalasan :)
As I end this entry, I can confidently say that I am genuinely happy but not joyful. (I will get there) Thank you to everyone who I chose be surrounded with "kapag may kalungkutan". Sus, normal lang yan. Baduy at kabahan ka na kung ang buhay mo ay puro saya.
P20 worth of Pica Pica
TAMADITIS Lazy; not in the mood. This was how my nephew described his brother :) Edward didn't help him fix the curtain, that's why. :D
Tamaditis it is! Why not?! With this *****g heat, I'd rather stay home and rest. Kaya naman may naiinis na sakin sa kakabago ng isip ko pag aalis. Pero magiinvite pa din :) I'm suppose to have a shat session with some office folks, but due to tamditis, I just went to Marla's place. Missed her long legs and toned arms kasi.
Our usual tambay - showbiz, lait, comedy, work...Para lang kaming may sariling POV. Anyway, had two bottles of San Mig Light plus P20 worth of 'sari sari store' chips. We had: Lechon Manok, KISS, Lumpia (Cheese flavored). Sarap! Panalo sa MSG!
As always, it was indeed a fun 2 hour hang out. :) In a few hours, last day of May then it's my birthday na. Monday na naman bukas. MRI na ni dad then movie.
La masyadong spice ang weekend ko. Pero basta may massage and anjan pa cia, okay na ko!
GOOD NIGHT!
Tamaditis it is! Why not?! With this *****g heat, I'd rather stay home and rest. Kaya naman may naiinis na sakin sa kakabago ng isip ko pag aalis. Pero magiinvite pa din :) I'm suppose to have a shat session with some office folks, but due to tamditis, I just went to Marla's place. Missed her long legs and toned arms kasi.
Our usual tambay - showbiz, lait, comedy, work...Para lang kaming may sariling POV. Anyway, had two bottles of San Mig Light plus P20 worth of 'sari sari store' chips. We had: Lechon Manok, KISS, Lumpia (Cheese flavored). Sarap! Panalo sa MSG!
As always, it was indeed a fun 2 hour hang out. :) In a few hours, last day of May then it's my birthday na. Monday na naman bukas. MRI na ni dad then movie.
La masyadong spice ang weekend ko. Pero basta may massage and anjan pa cia, okay na ko!
GOOD NIGHT!
:)
If a genie will show up and grant me a wish - (aside from my dad's speedy recovery), I'll wish that I can be in different places. Being away from the people I love is not easy but bearable. The therapy and lessons I get when travelling is simply amazing.
Given that pleasure, rest and whatever comfort travelling gives me, it's the people I meet that really excites me and the life stories and lessons I bring with me when I go back home. The hassle, waiting time kung ano ano pang pwedeng mangyari, masarap talagang umalis panandalian at mapag isa.Dahil alam ko sa aking pagbabalik, my family and the people I love will always accept me - luma o bagong ako.
SIMULA...
Thanks to Aiza for inspiring me in doing this. This will be a very good outlet for me especially in times when my emotions are overlflowing and everyone is just soooo busy minding their own life and I am here stuck with a lot of things.
I am excited,thrilled and clueless (in a good way) on how this blog will work for me. I know it will. I am excited to share my lifestory - simple.masaya.totoo.
Come walk with me.
Eto ako,
CC
I am excited,thrilled and clueless (in a good way) on how this blog will work for me. I know it will. I am excited to share my lifestory - simple.masaya.totoo.
Come walk with me.
Eto ako,
CC
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