April & May was a rollercoaster ride for me. Eto yung mga panahong uuwi kang napakataas ng energy pero sa di maiwasang pagkakataon, may mga bagay na kailangan mong isipin. But above it all - I choose to be happy.
Sa araw araw, anjan ang mga taong palagi mong kasama - may masasaya at mabibigat. You can't blame them, they have their own reasons. Hindi rin naman madali na ipaintindi mo sa kanila na ganito lang yan, lilipas din yan or walang dahilan para magmukmok ka jan at magalit sa mundo. It's true, if you smile, the world will smile back at you.
Eto ang secret ko. Ishare ko na sa inyo. Acceptance.Faith.Love. Tanggapin niyo lang lahat, embrace all things that you have in your life - failure, success, emptiness lahat lahat. Dahil maswerte ka na meron ka nyan, ibig sabihin mahalaga ka at may silbi ka pa. Learn how to surrender everything to the Lord. No one else will set you free from all these but Him. No beer, coffee, intimacy, kilig or money can ever provide that genuine content and joy when we surrender to Him.
LOVE.LOVE.LOVE. After Acceptance and Surrender, LOVE binds everything together. eto ang Elmer's Glue or Epoxy na nagbabalik sa mga nasira or nabasag na pagtitiwala at nawalang panahon. Minsan, di ganon kadikit agad or may pagakataong nagpupumilit na masira nlng ulit, pero dahil handa itong anjan lang sa tabi, maaaring maayos ulit hindi man sa agad na panahon pero sa darating an panahon.
In my thumbnail, I also inserted the different cuts I've had. Totoo kasi na ang babae kapag nagpagupit it's three things: Heartbroken, Bored and Moving on. Sakin it's typically 2nd and 3rd point. Yung 1st point, naging reason ko na din pero di kadalasan :)
As I end this entry, I can confidently say that I am genuinely happy but not joyful. (I will get there) Thank you to everyone who I chose be surrounded with "kapag may kalungkutan". Sus, normal lang yan. Baduy at kabahan ka na kung ang buhay mo ay puro saya.
High Five CC :-D
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