AFTERMATH...

Okay..(inhale-exhale)..So was I just caught by the moment or was it something I knew was coming?

Naniniwala ba kayo na there is a right time for everything? That kapag oras na, whether we're ready or not, we like it or not - it will happen. Personally, oo I believe this. May tamang oras sa bawat bagay. Pero tayo ang may hawak ng oras na yan. Hindi ito galing sa iba, or hindi maididikta ng kung sino man. Only God knows before us, and when He knows we're ready, everyhting just falls into place. Lahat ng ikilos at desisiyon natin, papunta sa plan niya.

So, eto na ba ang tamang oras? Are you saying that I am ready? LOL Hindi pa ata. But I get the message, you want me to DECIDE. Pero sa totoo lang, "that" will not influence my decision. I knew it will happen. I guess I was looking for a validation. It gave me butterflies and smiles but I am still not taking the next step. Okay okay. Don't get me wrong. I am not playing around. I am not wasting time. I am actually LIVING and ENJOYING my time. I will stick to what I always say, I have other priorities andit requires a lot of my time. I woUld know when I am ready and have extra time. For now, i am thankful to everyone who are willing to join me LIVING and ENJOYING.

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.

New DO! :)

Aside from getting a new do, I'm thinking of having my hair colored. WELL, thinking lang naman. Let me just share, I've tried these Salons and they're really good especially with short cuts: H Salon and Basement Salon. Right now, Piandre South maintains my hair. Kuya Erwin. May kamahalang nagaganap pero alam miya na kasi bagsay sakin.

I want to try South Salon, ok ba dun? My take kasi with Salons, you can return and demand them to fix it and they experiment if necessary. With old school salons, they're bxed, tipong panahon pa ng mom ko or eldest sister namin. Whether it's a Salon or regular Parlor it all boils down to having a good hairstylist and maintaining a good relationship with them.

O cia, send me your suggestions folks :)

Catching Up..

Wow! What's up?! 13 days later finally got the chance update my blog. I was caught up with work and my dad's check up and what not. For the past two weeks, my sleep is the worse ever! I start work at 2am which normally isat 12mn. Hirap, di na kasi talaga kaya ng katawan ko.

But no regrets. Time spent with family is all worth it. June really started with a high note. As I near my special day, my prayer is for all things to fall into its right place. Stronger faith, grace and more love.

I'm out!

Rolerkoster

April & May was a rollercoaster ride for me. Eto yung mga panahong uuwi kang napakataas ng energy pero sa di maiwasang pagkakataon, may mga bagay na kailangan mong isipin. But above it all - I choose to be happy.

Sa araw araw, anjan ang mga taong palagi mong kasama - may masasaya at mabibigat. You can't blame them, they have their own reasons. Hindi rin naman madali na ipaintindi mo sa kanila na ganito lang yan, lilipas din yan or walang dahilan para magmukmok ka jan at magalit sa mundo. It's true, if you smile, the world will smile back at you.

Eto ang secret ko. Ishare ko na sa inyo. Acceptance.Faith.Love. Tanggapin niyo lang lahat, embrace all things that you have in your life - failure, success, emptiness lahat lahat. Dahil maswerte ka na meron ka nyan, ibig sabihin mahalaga ka at may silbi ka pa. Learn how to surrender everything to the Lord. No one else will set you free from all these but Him. No beer, coffee, intimacy, kilig or money can ever provide that genuine content and joy when we surrender to Him.

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE. After Acceptance and Surrender, LOVE binds everything together. eto ang Elmer's Glue or Epoxy na nagbabalik sa mga nasira or nabasag na pagtitiwala at nawalang panahon. Minsan, di ganon kadikit agad or may pagakataong nagpupumilit na masira nlng ulit, pero dahil handa itong anjan lang sa tabi, maaaring maayos ulit hindi man sa agad na panahon pero sa darating an panahon.

In my thumbnail, I also inserted the different cuts I've had. Totoo kasi na ang babae kapag nagpagupit it's three things: Heartbroken, Bored and Moving on. Sakin it's typically 2nd and 3rd point. Yung 1st point, naging reason ko na din pero di kadalasan :)

As I end this entry, I can confidently say that I am genuinely happy but not joyful. (I will get there) Thank you to everyone who I chose be surrounded with "kapag may kalungkutan". Sus, normal lang yan. Baduy at kabahan ka na kung ang buhay mo ay puro saya.